"Nothing is an accident, we are free to have it all, we are what we want to be, it's in ourselves to rise or fall."

<3 miley

...you think u should be meeting him hun? i hope u have someone w/ u. meeting someone online is so risky. i dont want ya to get hurt. be careful hun. as for your lies...if he is a good guy, good friend or w/e...he will accept u no matter wat. looks wont change the kind of person u are. u prolly shouldnt have lied, w/e u maybe have lied about...but if u were honest w/ your feelings and views as a person, i think it'll be ok.

take care hun.

=peyton. <3

..why were u sent to the hospital

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Write down all your troubles

Then maybe burn it?

Seriously think about what you're about to do.

 How do you google your diary?

i dont think im looking forward to christmas.......its weird i know

welcome back. 

I have had obsessions over people too- people that I couldn't have- people way out of reach.

I've obsessed over Joe Elliot of Def Leppard.

I've obsessed over Bono of U2.

And I have obsessed over Marilyn Manson.

He was by far the biggest obsession that I have ever had. It nearly destroyed my marriage- among other things.

I don't know why we obsess. It's like we're looking for some affirmation from somebody so important- maybe thinking that they would make us just as important.

I don't know what it's like to be a rock star having lots of obsessive fans. But I think that its unhealthy. I've always loved people that I couldn't have- even in school. I just got this thing in my head and in my heart and I couldn't let go no matter how unhealthy it was.

I wish that I could say something to help you, but I don't have any words of wisdom. Only things that the average person would say that I know will never help you.

hey suzanna, thanx for your comment on my page and i am sorry to hear that your friend lost his life in that situation.

I dont understand why you have to be the one who has too commit suicide. your relationship broke down and you got a divorse, its time to think about you as no one else matters now ( unless you have kids )so why worry about where to go. Im from the uk and my town its nice but its not a tourist attraction but it does attract students from all over the world though. If julian was/is your ex why mail him? its time to move on and do what you want too, why not just chill out with friends.

Al 

Thanx! Being a mum is great. Hard work but great all the same! That must have been such a hard decision to make and I can only imagine how hard giving your baby up for adoption but it shows how much you really care about him because you did what you felt was best for him no matter how much it hurts you. As for your entry, PLEASE don't commit suicide. That's not the answer. Whatever's wrong, please talk to me. I promise I'll try and help you sort it out, just please don't commit suicide. That just hurts the ones you love and wastes your life. I lost a good friend to suicide and I can tell you that the pain never goes away, it's there everyday. Please don't do that to the people that love you. If you ever need anyone to talk to, you can leave me a comment or email me (I'll leave another note in a minute with my email addy) Anyway you asked where people are from. I'm from Uk and really, it's not that interesting. I hate it here. It's boring and crappy. Lol. Take care, love Nessie XxXxXxXxXxX